
First published by The Tokyo Poetry Journal
It was a serene day like today.
Summer breeze rustled our hair
as we weaved through windy walkways
reminiscing about our school days
when he reached for a sienna silk scarf
swaying in the wind on a stand in Sorrento.
To a friendship that has endured
over half of our lives, he said
as he wrapped it around my shoulders.
It was so bright amid those sweeping views
I failed to see that shadows stalked his steps,
that an undertow made him falter and
tugged him toward tethers that stifled,
a boa constrictor that severed his ties
over time. I failed to see him submerge
in a swell of surrenders to a misguided
marriage he’d hoped would smother his
festering fears. Eons away from that day,
with that scarf draped over my skin,
I wonder if we could have averted
rifts that ensued by defusing
her envy
before it blew us apart,
before fissures stiffened into chasms
that cratered the life he’d craved,
stranding him without solace in her wake.
Today, that tender day seems sinister
as I looked over his shoulder
onto Sorrento’s ravishing shoreline
and failed to see storm clouds
dotting the horizon.