First published by The Tokyo Poetry Journal
You slip on black ice around the corner from a club
where your glass flooded with refills & you came up empty.
You skate like a flopping fish, clutch the nearest ledge
to break the fall & barely dodge an ashen man in a tattered
coat playing Gloomy Sunday on a crooked violin. He glances
at his newfound audience as he would a pigeon or a tourist or
yet another drunk chump. You sigh and stay seated because
you’ve nowhere better to be & you don’t know if you can
walk or hobble to a doctor to fix the knife’s edge that stabs
your tailbone or your gut — it hardly matters which when
no one cares. His notes coil around your core like lake fog
that shrouds and thaws. You notice rests carry measures,
yet suffer silences of notes unsung that bounce off beats
you believe belong in a song that should be. As the tune
draws to a close, you sense climax rises from crescendos
rooted in flattened notes. You stand at a muted moment
before sunrise blazes marigold across the sky
& savor the undertones of the song in C minor.
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