
was the best I could come up with
after nothing else worked and still,
you had that hopeful look tinged
with dread that girls get in the fitting room
when they try to cram their size ten frame
into a size six dress.
This is meant to be! They’ll lose
weight, do anything. They see
its potential and just know this time
it will work. Eyes filled with resolve,
they get the dress past their waistline,
contort themselves until
they can hardly breathe, and still
the zipper breaks or the fabric rips or both
—that’s how you were.
But when I handed you
a dress four sizes too small,
you said don’t be ridiculous
this isn’t close to a fit; I asked,
then why keep trying with him?
Your pupils billowed open
and at last, that cinched it.
A version of this poem was first published by The Crab Orchard Review
and nominated for Best of the Net 2026